Saturday, July 31, 2004

… prelude …

Have just got back from a wonderful trip to Brisbane. I wanted to say how great it was to meet Deb, Aimee, and Kathleen, who all were very hospitable in taking me to Mt Coot-tha, out for a lovely cup of Tea, and spending time talking. It was great to be able to talk with each other, getting to know each other a little better. But I felt that I knew them, and was comfortable. I enjoyed our conversations about books, and movies. Anyway, before I wax on about Winter in Beautiful Sunny Brisbane, I better start ...

Ponderings from the Northern Summer

This time last year, I was at MYC with the UNSW crowd looking at guidance, then I left on a month long holiday through Washington, New York, and little parts of the UK. Inspired by Deb and Ben, I thought that I'd like some time and write up some of my reflections, written at various interludes during my trip.

August 3: Washington: Dulles Airport, Sunday

Its hard to leave Washington without being inspired. It is the seat of the American government, and richly ingrained in history. The architecture of the city is quite breathtaking too. The columns in alot of the national buildings are quite reminienscent of the Greek and Roman style. There is not much like it that I've seen in Sydney. The impression that it has left, is that was designed to be the new Roman, and the US, as the new Roman Empire.

The city has an impressive layout, 'The Mall' is a great spot, for outdoor festivals, and apparently they do have a great Jazz festival there. Glancing down the mall, from the Washington Monument was brilliant - as you look one way you see the Capitol Building, and turning your head you see the Lincoln Memorial. Memories of the many marches, and rallies come flooding back.

The other impressive thing for me were the museums. There are a great range of informative and interesting exhibits, there was a great one on the Presidency, featuring not so much on the Presidents, but on the nature of the office, and another on the First Ladies, how their roles had changed over time. [Ed; and I’ve found since, that these Museums, Art Galleries, are the ruin of many others if you compare].

The highlight of the Musuems I visited in Washington was the Holocaust Musuem. It goes without saying that it didn’t inspire me in the same way as the other Smithsonian Museums. It gave me a reality shift, emphasised in an exhibit of shoes, belonging to many of the victims, a photo of a mound of human hair. These are horrid reminders of the lives that were lost during this period. In this reminder a challenge – the challenge, now I am a witnesses of.

It got me thinking about the pacifist response, how we can not act. [Ed. These words strike me harsh as I read them now, as this morning we read of the UN finally commenting on the Genocide in Sudan]. How can we sit idly by. The nations of the world need more wisdom than they appear to have. Should we expect nations to be isolationist, and not act simply for the charge of acting in their own interests. It seems far more easy to sit back, watch and talk about the ‘What Not to do’s’; the ‘wrong actions of nations’ rather than establishing parameters for action.

It was also great to meet Heather [Ed: A pen-friend a started writing to in year 10 German] , its good to meet the locals, talk with them about their city, their nation, and their culture. Heather does interesting work too, looking at the Middle East, and Iran in particular, focusing in on the American interaction with the Iranian culture.

The family I was staying with, took me out to the Baseball, I saw their team the Boston Red Sox somewhat flattened by the Baltimore Orioles, 2-11. Was a shame, Atmosphere was great, I was surprised by the ‘performance' of the Star Sprangled Banner, and the crowds somewhat quiet singing.

Travelling on your own is an interesting experience, need to let go of the apprehensive thoughts, and make the most of the day/time that I have. Will come back to this ...

Thursday, July 22, 2004

Jesus and Jihad

An interesting article that caught my eye, from yesterday's SMH. Reproduced from the New York Times. [Free registration required to view the article].
 
Jesus merely raised one hand a few inches and a yawning chasm opened in the earth, stretching far and wide enough to swallow all of them. They tumbled in, howling and screeching, but their wailing was soon quashed and all was silent when the earth closed itself again. [From, The Glorious Appearing, the latest Left Behind novel]

Nicholas Kristof claims, 'If a Muslim were to write an Islamic version of "Glorious Appearing" and publish it in Saudi Arabia, jubilantly describing a massacre of millions of non-Muslims by God, we would have a fit.'

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

The Proust Questionnaire

Inspired by Ben, Deb, and Kathleen, I've decided to also post this questionnaire. I'll probably revisit it on the eve of my 30th birthday, in 2007. 
 
What is your present state of mind?
Restless, uncertain, and hopeful. Rethinking where I will be next year. Yet knowing that in one sense my call is simple, to be holy.

What is your idea of perfect happiness?
Resting in the knowledge that in Christ I am secure. Maybe that’s it security for the present, and for the future.

Which historical figure do you most identify with?
I’ve thought about this a little, and I have not really felt like I’ve come up with anyone.

What is the trait you most dislike in others?
Dishonesty, insincerity

What is your greatest extravagance?
CD’s, Books. I spend way too much money on these things.

What is your favourite journey?
In terms of travelling, the journey from Sydney to Wollongong, seeing as for 2 years I did it twice a day. It was and is a priceless 90 minutes. Time to read, to write, to sleep, and to enjoy God’s creation, the last two times I've travelled I've had the pleasure of seeing the sunrise over the ocean. Now it’s the journey between homes, much like the plane trip across the Tasman. 

Where would you like to live?
Close to family.  It’s one of the things that has marked my childhood, is that I have always been some distance away from my grandparents. I’d like to be close to my family. 

Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
Grand. It’s all good.

What or who is the greatest love of your life?
A good story, an encouraging, challenging conversation or debate, walks on the beach.

When and where were you happiest?
Wandering through the cities of Washington, and the UK for the first time last July, walking around the Irish countryside, spending a night in Ohau looking up at the Southern star filled sky, Floating on Milford sound, under clear skies. Flying over the Southern Alps, from Milford, to Queenstown, Sitting on the banks of the Yarra, reading Les Miserables, spending time talking discussing life, the universe and everything with my brother and sister, and friends. Witnessing the wedding of one of my childhood friends, in NZ.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Probably my self-criticism.

What do you most value in your friends?
Their encouragement, their rebukes, and exhortations, being able to talk about the things that matter, and being able to just be “silly” together.  Being able to share the joys and sorrows of life with them.


What would you like to be?
Humble, peaceful, content

What natural gift would you most like to possess?
I’d love the ability to write, or to play music.

In what country would you like to live?
Seeing as I’ve spent just about half my life in New Zealand and Australia, I’d love to live in either country. Outside those two, living in the Irish countryside, or Canada would be great.

What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Travelling overseas independently, having the opportunity to preach to my old church family, seeing people I taught at Sunday School still growing more like Christ. [mind you that’s more the work of the Spirit].

What is your most treasured possession?
I have boxes of letters, and even emails that were sent to me, photos. I also have a small book on the Love of Christ that was my Grandfather’s, and was given to me after he returned Home.


What is your most marked characteristic?
Optimism, patience, empathy.

Who is your favourite hero of fiction?
Jean Valjean, from Victor Hugo’s Les Miserables. Jed Bartlett, from The West Wing.  Sam or Faramir, from Tolkein's Lord of the Rings.
 
Who are your heroes in real life?
My family, my parents, brother, and sister, and my church family. They all have taught me, and helped me grow, they have shown me integrity, being real.
 
The quality you most like in a man?
gentleness, a servant-heart.

The quality you most like in a woman?
integrity, contentedness

Favourite colour?
Blue, Red

Flower?
Rose.  Lupins..

Bird?
The Kea or Kiwi, both those birds remind me of New Zealand.

Occupation?
How I use my time, I love to read write, talk with others, see my horizons and thoughts be challenged, listen to music, share my music with others, also love to be honouring God with all he has given me. In terms of career, I’d love to be a pastor, or doing anything in which the end result was seeing people growing more like Christ.

Writers?
CS Lewis, Ravi Zacharias, JRR Tolkein, Hugh Mackay, JI Packer, Orson Scott Card. Writers I'd like to read more of include Schaeffer, Bonhoeffer

Composers?
Holst, Vivaldi, Shore.

Poets?
W.B. Yeats, E. Dickinson, R. Frost, [Bono, David]

To what faults do you feel most indulgent?
Optimism, from time to time I have an naïve optimism, self-deprecation, spontaneity.

How would you like to die?
Content, knowing that in God’s mercy, and strength someone has seen God in and through my life.

What is your motto?
I like this verse from Ecc 9:10.
“What ever your hand finds to do, do it with all of your might.”  

Monday, July 12, 2004

Top 10 Lists ... [after 40 years of rock..]

The SMH over the last week has been running a series on forty years of rock. A component of their feature was an online poll for the best albums, and songs (from a selection):

Singles:
Radiohead, Paranoid Android
Nirvana, Smells Like Teen Spirit
Queen, Bohemian Rhapsody
Jimi Hendrix, All Along the Watchtower
Led Zeppelin, Whole Lotta Love
Joy Division, Love Will Tear Us Apart
John Lennon, Imagine
AC/DC, Long Way to the Top
U2, I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For
Bob Dylan, Like a Rolling Stone

Albums:
Radiohead, OK Computer
Pink Floyd, Dark Side of the Moon
U2, Joshua Tree
The Beatles, Abbey Rd
Led Zeppelin, Led Zeppelin
Nirvana, Nevermind
Jeff Buckley, Grace
The Beatles, Revolver
U2, Achtung Baby
Fleetwood Mac, Rumours

Bernard Zuel and Bruce Elder, discussed the results here. But I'm pretty happy with these lists...

Friday, July 09, 2004

Because we can, we must

So my question I suppose is: What's the big idea? What's your big idea? What are you willing to spend your moral capital, your intellectual capital, your cash, your sweat equity in pursuing outside of the walls of the University of Pennsylvania?

There's a truly great Irish poet his name is Brendan Kennelly, and he has this epic poem called the Book of Judas, and there's a line in that poem that never leaves my mind, it says: "If you want to serve the age, betray it." What does that mean to betray the age?

Well to me betraying the age means exposing its conceits, it's foibles; it's phony moral certitudes. It means telling the secrets of the age and facing harsher truths.

Every age has its massive moral blind spots. We might not see them, but our children will.

Fast forward 50 years. May 17, 2004. What are the ideas right now worth betraying? What are the lies we tell ourselves now? What are the blind spots of our age? What's worth spending your post-Penn lives trying to do or undo? It might be something simple.
Excerpt from Because we can, we must, Commencement Address by Bono, co-founder of DATA (Debt AIDS Trade Africa), and lead singer of U2, May 17, 2004.